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My Guilt, My Sins

This is my 1st entry after months of hibernating or maybe to be exact my almost-a-year of Fn+F4 - The computer's keys! *If u don't understand the button, u may try it on ur keyboard, press the both buttons at the same time. See, what happen. That's what I mean with myself! I fail to keep my promise to entertaining my blog due to my busy and hectic days. What a statement, right? As if 24 hours a day is not enough for a teacher like me. Actually I have more than enough time, just that I'm a bit 'hot-hot chicken shit' in keeping my hobby. Do i have hobby? Dunno lah! 

My entry today will be my confession about what I did to my hair last year. It lost its 'virginity' due to lots of hairdo. Again, i reiterate 'hot-hot chicken shit'! I easily get tired of the same thing. But i never get tired of my mr hubby okaaay...hahhaaa...he is the only one in my life - my soul ...chewah....jiwang  pulak! Where were i? Okay, now let's go back to the title again. yes! My hair. 

I started to perm it when I wanted to have a change especially to elongate my round face. I did it as I found my face was totally round and cute hahahaaa....but actually it's not the fault of my round face. It's my eating habit actually. Then, what has it done to ur hair lah? Ya lor...melalut lah pulak! No idea lah me today! As a saying goes "A picture talks a thousand words", I hereby attach u with my pictures of hairdo last year which I think is the greatest sin I've committed to my hair in my entire life. Starts with the colouring + perming + straightening + higlighting + perming ...

The latest hairdo i don't do the coloring as I want to repent from my sins .... ye ke boleh percaya kah ni?

Why you talk-talk?

It's a story of direct translation:

Dialogue 1 / Setting: Classroom
Dialogue between an English Language teacher and her students.


Teacher: Class, today's topic is "About Myself". AJ, I would start from  you. Okay, may I know what is your ambition?

AJ: (Very enthusiastic) Teacher, I want to be many things. But, what I want the most is to be COOKER (periuk nasi)

Teacher: AB, how far is your house from the school?
AB: (shy student) Erm....not far teacher. 3 STONES (3 batu)


Teacher: May I know what is your father's job AE?
AE: (very confident) My father is a COWBOY (penternak kerbau)


Dialogue 2 / Setting: Office
Dialogue between a clerk and a student.


Clerk: Excuse me, may I help you?
Student: Can you CHOP (potong) my certificates?


Dialogue 3 / Setting: Workshop
Dialogue between a driver and a mechanic.


Mechanic: What happen to your car?
Driver: I had accident this morning. Luckily I am still here. 
Mechanic: How did it happen?
Driver: I never checked the tire before. The tire has no FLOWER (bunga). It was raining cats and dogs. The road was slippery so I slowed down my car immediately but the brake NO EAT (tidak makan) already. Then one car has CUT (potong) me. I can't control my car anymore.
Mechanic: You don't know anything about car's maintenance?
Driver: I don't know WHAT-WHAT (apa-apa). I need your help. Let's fix this car TOGETHER-GETHER (bersama-sama)


Dialogue 3 / Setting: Hospital
Dialogue between a mother and a son who pays a visit to their relative at the hospital.


Mother: Son, let's go to the hospital to visit your uncle.
Son: Okay, mum. What do you bring as HANDFRUIT (buah tangan), mum?
Mother: (advice) Please make sure you don't PLAY-PLAY (bermain) later in the ward.


















 

Our First Night Together....

He...he..he...It's not what you want it to be k....It is just a title...some sort like the Indonesian song "Ada apa dengan Cinta"...It's catchy right?

Actually, it is about my journey in building a christian marriage. Been married for almost two years, to be frank, my hubby and i never prayed together before we sleep. Normally, we pray before meals and of course our mass in church. I have been wanting to do it since I married him in 2009 but, I was too shy to start it and plus, not serious in doing it. I was afraid that both of us will laugh. So, all this while, both of us will do it individually - He will recite his own prayer and I will do mine - silently.

On that Saturday nite (6th July) we were on bed quite early as both of us were not in a pink health. Eyes will know its biological clock especially it is weekend, we could not sleep that early as we were used to watch movies till late midnight. Suddenly I feel something which triggered me immediately, as if someone was talking to me in my heart, asking me to bring my husband to have the prayer before we sleep. He agreed and we held hands together and I started reciting the prayer for both of us. I was surprised as my words were very clear and within that 2 minutes I was focused at all to my prayer. No more shyness or cracking my coconut head searching for words. I really thank God for the simple start that I have with my husband. I know that the holy spirit has guided me and husband to have a meaningful christian life. I really praise God for his guide and love to both of us.

Thank you my Lord. Halleluia....

Plus Size Exercise Routine

To be exact the woman in the picture is not her. She is not yet to that figure because she has just started her exercise routine this year - January 2011. After few months of jogging and brisk walking she starts her new exercise routine - BELLY DANCING, BODY WORKOUT & AEROBIC. Now, she is no longer pampering herself with scrumptious food or setting her hairdo; she is pampering herself with all her aerobic wears, shoes, ball and barbells.

EXERCISE IS ADDICTING! 

Based on her experience, she has addicted to aerobic, belly dance and body work out classes at Lina Fitness Zone everyday. No matter how tiring her school works are, no matter how exhausted her mental and physical are, no matter how tempting the bed is in the afternoon, no matter how delicious the evening tea is, she really makes her time to be in the fitness class because she feels happy and enjoy the one-hour body movements. In other words, she is addicted to it. Now, she realizes why some people can't 'un-glue' themselves to the exercise routine once they have 'glued' to it. 

In the quest of being healthy, she has no exception from being tempted to FOOD. Well, you know her! Being a good cook, it is no doubt that she must have good eating skills such as try and eat every edible food. She is tempted a lot by her mum's recipe. Name it. Therefore, this is a big challenge for her and she needs to have a good self-discipline. Now, she still enjoys her food but more to small portion of it. Sometime, when she feels that she really wants it, she will eat but to bear in mind, the next day she has to burn the calorie by attending the exercise class or jog/brisk walking 7 rounds at Tasik Mas. To burn the calorie really needs perseverance. Just bear in mind that what you are doing is not only to lose weight per se, but more to have healthy and strong heart. For her, losing the extra kilos is a bonus. 

DO WHAT YOU PREACH

The most haunted place to stand on. Look at the weight machine, it says "one person at the time". Of course she has to be alone on it because her weight has covered two persons! She started this year with triple digits - Not good at all. She did not realize that her voluptuous and scrumptious body portion had reached that 'value' as she was quite okay in her comfort zone all this while. She was 105kg. Now, what she has done really pays off. She can fit into her  year 2006 baju kurung, favourite V-neck t-shirt without worrying too much of the belly and round stomach, Levis regular fit size 38 (before she has to go for lousy jeans with 40 - 42 in size). In slow, she reaches the double digits even though not ideal yet. Now, she is 99kg. It is a pride to her as she does not take any slimming pills or supplements to get rid of the stubborn fat. All she does is to strengthen her POSITIVE MIND and EXERCISE. 

 Some people might think that her reason to do exercise is to be like the model above. "Why not?" she says. Everyone dreams to be slim and slender like the above picture. To be frank, she does not hope to be as slim as that. Her hopes to shed out some fat and calories would be her concern.  As a matter of fact, her grave concern is to have a healthy heart, not easily tired when climbing to the top floor of her school, to have pink of health everyday, good flow of respiratory system and glowing skin, fair yet not pale and not attractive. Despite all of this motivating matter, she is sometime disturbed by certain negative people who are cynical to see plus size people going for exercise. They make fun of it saying that "kurus lah kamu lepas ini", "da exercise tapi masih gemuk pun". She does not care of the negative people anymore because she is a positive person who ignores all negative words from haunting her beautiful life now. Instead of overwhelming by people's comments, she reminds herself that those people are concerned of her. Therefore, she must thank them. 

 She has proved that life is beautiful being around positive people. Her aims now is to live life to the fullest, enjoy every second of her life, keep the sweet moments as her precious living memory, love and to be loved by everyone in her life and strike balance in her professional development and personal life.

Muhasabah Diri

It happened last Sunday (17th July 2011) while I was in the car with Mike, my hubby. I was touched at all by his words, perseverance, motivating piece of advice. I felt so sentimental till my tears rolled down my pink-ish cheek. 

Mike knows how much I want to have kids, just that we don't have the 'rezeki' for the time being. At one time, I feel like I can still tolerate with that matter (no kids); when I look at the bright side of not having kids now. But, sometime I feel so frustrated and i sighed a lot in front of Mike. I don't mean to sigh a lot just that I feel it is a sudden action / reaction when people bring up the issue. Listening to people mentioning about having baby, I feel hurt and frustrated. I feel the emptiness in my life. It makes myself miserable at all even though I know there are other people out there have been married for many years yet they are still childless.

Mike advised me not to sigh about being childless; he believes that now is not the time yet to have baby. It is God's plan to both of us. God's will give us the child. That is why Mike wants me to be more patient, less sighing and  complaining. I will always remember when he said that he is sad when I sigh a lot.

Exhausted - Mentally and Physically

I just don't know why this morning I feel so lazy to wake up. Feel so tired at all. I've undergone many exercise, belly dance and aerobic classes with heavy movements yet I could wake up.
But, today  I feel all the pain. My mum said, it must be due to muscle pain. OMG! Really painful and have no mood because of it.