Drama of the day.

Setting

20101007 (Thursday)

12.10pm-12.50pm

Classroom Form 5

Crowded

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Teacher

31 students

Today's lesson was well-prepared and carried out perfectly as it had been planned. Students' participation demotivated me at all. Some were very responsive and some were giving me their polka-dots face. Some were on the ways to 'heaven' - slumbering. At this moment I really wanted to burst my tears. I could feel all the hard work is not paid off when only few who were interested listening to your explanation.The rest were happy entertaining their own hobbies - talking and playing.

"Class, I have to be frank with all of you. It is not my intention to put more stress to your life or pressure to your hectic schedule as excellent students. I have to mention this to all of you because I care of you. But I know, who am I to care of you? We are not brothers or sisters. But I can't deny myself from taking care of you all because I love all of you. I want all of you to be able to become a whole person in the future. SPM is around the corner! Please appreciate all the efforts given by your teachers. They want you to get flying colors in your coming exam. Please stop entertaining your sleepy eyes. You don't have enough time to play around and study at the eleventh hour".

Everyone was silent. I didn't know whether my words today were digestible. I didn't know whether my message today was delivered or pending or come to the worst, failed to deliver. 

I wish my heart is transparent so that they know how much I care of them. I must be strong till the end of this battle to make them realize that SPM is not a yes-no issue. I want them to know that SPM examination is the beginning of the future that they have to treasure in their life. 

Good luck to my beloved students. 

Lord...hear my prayer

I can only visit her world without any permission from her because both of us are not registered to each other. I can only see her through some of the pictures uploaded to her world. I can only see her children are growing up handsomely and beautifully from the world that she has now. Only God knows how much I miss her after all the living memory that we had woven in our life all this while. 

     If only we can turn back the time, what would we do to make this close-knit relationship remains forever? Would everything goes smoothly as we would like it to be? Would you and I can be shoulders to each other? Only God knows the answers to my doubt...

     Dear my beloved cuzzie. I always believe that anything happened, they happen for reasons...yet sometimes i can't believe it happens to you and I and I fail to see the reasons that cause this to you and I go astray. I wish I can turn back the time so that you and I are always like before. It's a great loss to me as you are no longer in my life. Only God knows how much I miss you...

     You are always in my prayer. I have a strong faith that one day God will listen to my prayer. I pray that we can rewind our living memory and make it better than yesterday. Let yesterday be the history. Let us forget the yesterday. Let us fill our hearts today with love. I will always wait for the day to come because I believe God will do the best plans for you and I.